My Past Lives

Alright, this will be a bit different than normal, and some people may not understand what I'm talking about. This is going to be a little bit about my past lives. I don't really have any other lives on Earth except this one, however, so things you hear about will be from other planets. Don't worry, some people will think I'm crazy with all of this, but I assure you, this is legitimate. If you're not interested, then you may want to sit this one out. I'm going to go into some things most people can't quite comprehend, but I'll try to explain it as much as possible so that at least someone will.


I was thinking of starting from extremely far in the past, but decided against it because I'd have to split this post into two, and I'd rather not type out so much detail. But I'll give you a bit of information from a few of my past selves.

The most I can remember is being jealous of my brother, during that time. He had a lot of abilities, and even two soulmates fighting over him. I didn't have one. This drove me into becoming so twisted that I decided to try to help end quite a few dimensions (including this one). My plan was to align Metatron's Eye (basically a huge lens that sends light beings into the fallen realms) with this dimension, and all the way up to the eleventh dimension (there are sixteen dimensions, we're on the third one currently, and anything past the eleventh is hard to get to unless you can propel yourself into it). The results would have sent this dimension into the fallen realms instantly, and steadily sent everything else there as well.

The biggest thing that drove me and motivated me was my jealous rage, though there were many other factors. I tried very hard to obtain the information and technology I needed in order to make my plan possible. Someone tagged along, my nephew, who was a being of light. However, not in the "perfect light" sense. He was pompous, arrogant, and what most would consider a "womanizer." It's quite ironic, that me as a being of darkness had more emotional ties to things than him, a being of light, but it's actually quite explainable. He was too imbalanced, had too much light within himself. It led him into being cocky and drunk with power.

I kept collecting information, despite my nephew's interferences, up until I found a race of being that had technology that didn't originate from this dimension. It was from the fifth and sixth dimensions, and it was kept by a race known as the "Blank." They were called that because they acted as one, and they had no way of identifying themselves. They were a balanced race, in that they simply wished to exist, and not be part of much of anything. However, that all changed.

I tried to get them to share their technology with me, but they couldn't. They were forbidden to give the technology or any plans of it to anyone, regardless of intention. It'd interfere with the balance of the dimension, if not other dimensions. So, I built something that showed just what lengths I was willing just to get what I wanted.

I built a massive energy weapon, and adapted it to use a type of energy that nothing could protect against. My nephew, though arrogant, knew what I was doing was wrong, but I did it anyway. I fired it upon the "Blank" planet, destroying literally everything on the surface. The planet stopped existing at that point, millions if not billions of lives simply gone in an instant.

My nephew confronted me and made me acknowledge what I had done...and I felt horrible. It was fine to risk my life in exchange for what I wanted. But to risk the lives of those completely innocent was cowardly, and criminal. I asked him to purify me, and to help me let go of the anger and rage within. He did so, and after I was purified, I had to go in front of a counsel that decided my fate. The counsel was made up of everyone within my existence (since everyone exists on every dimensional plane, I define that as someone's "existence"). They decided that my punishment would be to live on Earth, and to help those in need when the time came for Earth to start shifting toward the light.

This has been my purpose on this planet. I am here on a mission to help those that are in pain, and show them that our world will soon become one of light, instead of pain and greed like it is now. I am here to unify whoever I can in order to free the Earth from the pain of the previous generations. I wish to extend our planet into the former glory it has had, if not even greater glory.

I hope I didn't make anyone think I'm crazy, but many people here are on similar missions. Just look around, check Spirit Science and see what is on there. I ask you all keep an open mind, and just let yourself see, even if you don't understand.